Hey hey. Lately something Stupid happened. Read ^^^ can lerh. STUPID ASSHOLE!! STUPID!! STUPID!! STUPID!! SHIT YOU LARH!
Got my new hp today. And my sister too. got w890i i got thy silver.
While waiting for mum, met my aunt. She was on th way to draw $$.
Band was horrible. Can't take it anymore. Melvin's pressure making me feel like... can't express it. Just feels like i wanna cry badly.
Regina's attitude towards me. sometimes when angry, called me to shut up. i really felt hurt. I also don't know why. I feel like crying.
Melvin said. cause of one noob player in the band, is th standard of the band.
LIFE IS REALLY MISERABLE. Not matter what i do, i just can't do it right. Why's god playing my life around his finger like a pile of rubbish? SAD!!
Nest whole week, band is what i've been committed to, everyday. Just for th concert. If it doesn't turn out well, i might as well commit suicide. KILL ME ! I HATE MY LIFE!!
i totally forgot i needed at least an hour journey. -.=
Somemore i'm carrying my instrument!! DAMN IT! It's SO HEAVY! AND DHAT STUPID IDIOT SIDE GATE NOT OPEN. CARRYING THIS STUPID INSTRUMENT UNDER THE SO DAMN DAMN DAMNDAMNDAMN HOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOT SUN! I CARRY TILL I ALMOST FAINTED. No one helped. Fcuking larhh. See thayt roy carry the case back also . But someone offered to help carry home. Me lehh? DAMN IT! BARNICLES!
Finally reached school, reached to the container rms outside. EL WAS THERE!!!! He helped me to carry to band rm. I was wobbling already.. Gonna fall I wish i could just faint.
He called me to help him to refill his bottle, WEnt back bck to rm. Band practise. Bla bla bla
Most interesting thing happening. THE SEC ONES DID HAVE THEIR OWN MINI CONCERT. XD We were outside the band rm playing together. Jin Wen was the conductor. THe most shortest and lousiest conductor. GRade : U FAIL SIa..
then got this lame thing. Have to know hw to play song then can go off. -.- went off forgot my handphone. Melvin got my phone. XD He took regina's and give me. saying it's mine. Then give up lerh, he return back to me. XD Mum brought me home. Followed the GPRS. Again. Missed a turn. Same as usual. 6 ended. 6.30 plus plus reached home.. -.= So long the journey. Went home. Me n my sister are logheads. We always fight. No matter what. ALWAYS.
Because of she wanting to take away the cube. And made a lot of noise. i got caned. On the leg. Painful . Cried . Hatred . Pissed , shall'nt go into any further.
Toodles. gonna play sims now. DO REMEMBER TO TAG TAG TAG TAG!!!!!!
Played the sims expension pack. My brother dwnld the whole sims . Got uni , pets , Seasons , Vacation , Shop houses , Play till siao. Currently playing univercity. It's an awsome game. :D
Was also playing rubiks Cube. I manage to solve one part only in correct order.
Play till siao.. Suddenly got no patient.. STRESSED OUT.
Dad's student A korean kiddo Came. Shld be in twenties bahh. Cute ha.. Got ear piercing. Cause dad's a golf instructor, and story goes on and on and on.. Had dinner. Played more sims.
Currently i have the whole house to myself. Except my grandmother.
My family , all has their own activities. Most my siblings all in school. parents working lorhh.
Friday, Suddenly my parents are going to J B w dad's friend and family too So i followed 'em with my lil' sister.
Went To "Shopping Center" smthing like that ah. got many shops. and a supermarket. Shld be just one story.
After bought our stuffs.
Went to this restaurant to eat, All i can say is.. THE FOOD IS SUPER DELICIOUS!!!! I love it!! Especially the fish , the meat is so smmooth. But it's boney.
Currently reading a 600+ pages book ; Georgia ; by Lesley Pearse. Think you shld have never read her books before, you shld read it. Very nice. I'm totally addicted to it. Can't leave my eyes away from the book. <3 it.
Remove one question from the above and add in your personal question to make it a total 20 questions. Then tag 8 people in your list.List them out at the end of your post. Notify them in their chatbox tat he/she have been tagged. Whoever does the tag, would get blessing from all.
1. Do you wish to get married? if i say no, that would be a lie.
2. What is your favourite animal? Hm, it would be dog. Cause it's DOGGIE POWER~!
3. Who is the person you trust the most?singular/pural ?? Nah, shall'nt answer thats DISCLOSED.
4. Do you think you have enough confidence? depends on the situation , BUT im mostly confidence. i am so not look like i lack confidence..
5.Who is the person that you confide in? anyone, that i love loads.
6. Are you satisfied with yourself? i can be even better :D
7. What are you afraid to lose the most? anyone that i love loads :D
8.Does your friends really boast around?
9. Have you broken someone's heart that he tried to commit suicide? lol,didn't commited sucide , just passed out. -.= [ sorry man made u passed out ]
10. What do you like about yourself? everything about me :D head to toes
11. What are the requirements that you wish from the other half? male and loads more. Anything i wld just add in :D
12. Do you cherish every friendship of yours? yes Yes yes yes yes yes yes & of course yes! ;D
13. Do you treasure your family? sometimes, but i usually dont, makes me feel piss off with them :
14. What do you dislike the most? insects in particular, mostly it wld be disgusting insects. and that wld be the mosquitoes. Hate 'em alot. THEY SUCK YOUR "SWEET and Innocent" blood. Kill them man!
15. Who do you hope to be always there for you? No one.
16. What do you regret most in life? alot :X usually really sorry for hurting anyone.
17. What kind of friends do you hope to be in your friend's eye? mostly i don't really care.
18. Do you love your friends? yes yes yes yes yes yes !! ..
19.Which date you like the most? almost everyday when i'm alive and with my darlinggs :D
20.Is your life a little bit mess up? yes, and its nt A LITTLE.. It's LOADS Of crap in my life. D:
Here are the 8 persons who are invited to do this request by 1. Xin hui 2. Debby 3.Faith 4.Siv vin 5.jolie 6.Jasmine 7.Yi qian 8.Fang qing
anyone wants do do it. judt do it. Do you think that i even care? __
Today, no lesson. During ms shafi's lesson, me sivvin samantha yuting ans shi jia. Taking photos. Playing with water. all except siv vin sprayed water on her. We spray until her whole hair also wet like siao. Then , went to toilet and play more, while shi jia is drying her hair. Meanwhile , we did our " News " on lao jia.
After lesson , marina came, Everyone was like , AH! marina! Run! Go back to your seats, everyone was crazy. SHE TALK TALK TALK TALK // SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD.. Non stop. She returned us our report book. Shocked to see that i got Rank 4 /40 So happy. Of course 1# Esther LEE 2#Syahmah 3#Adrianna 4# Me :D 5# Nisha
Top 5 GIRLS~ So happy. Anyway , my subjects still sucks.. Especially my maths , chinese , history and lit. Althought the last 2 sub. i did a little well, but i still feel i still suck!!
After that , Got Mother Tongue lesson, We went down and saw Mrs lee. OUR EX. FORM TEACHEr. With her Tomorrow 1 month old baby girl.. So cute , Baby's name is Grace , smthing en. Went to container rm watch dui bu qi Lao Shi. So funny lorh , got xin hui , priscilla and jolie in the show. Cause they go Clementi primary and take one. SO FUnny , Laugh like siao..
After that , me , sam ng , yu ting siv vin and adrianna , supposingly want to go queensway. Go find out 'bt the CLASS TEE / JERSEY. I REALLY LIKE MY DESIGN!! THEME IS POKER SIA.. POKER CARDS AND DICES.. <33 But i can't go lerh. got band. Adrianna , like so buay song. Dun want to go. Say want to go one , end up at Long john silver. We call her then she came. But end up she don't want to go le. Walk halfway. Stupid sia, a. Give lame excuse. Bag heavy.. I sacrificed my lunch time just for the sake of the class. but you just.. don't know hw to say larh. Dammn it! SHI JIA!!! NI WEI LE NI DE BF ER PAO QI LE.. Alison , siv vin , yu ting samantha ng. PANG SEH PO!! Chicken.. So End up is sam , yu ting and siv vin went. The cost of the TEE is $20 // 20 bucks. So shld be quite reasonable.
Today at band , normal things happened. Practice and Practice lo Had sectional practice. Melvin was here. Our Band Meger. My S[ection]L[eader].
SO sAD!! Dr. LEE LEAQing US. He made his words say until so sad. i started tearing sia.. he's a very very very very super duper good CONDUCTOR!!! So he's leaving to Hong kong or somewhere else. Just Leaqing us jiu dui le.
Brought back my instrument. sian , so heavyy.. i want to die liao larhh.
K larhh , this is all i wanna post. my little finger seems to be aching from all the typing. Also don't know why. Just aching badly..
PS.
HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!
ANYONE WANNA BUY CONCERT TICKETS FROM ME???!!!?!? DO COME AND SUPPORT ME!!
THANKS!!
Anything can call or tag.
maybe email , but i don't even bother to check my mails.
:D Just send my stupid lame music presentation. Music presentation sucks!!!!>;( xoxoxoxo. Holidays , is gging back to school to prepare for the concert. Jia you bahh!
Went to SHANGHAI TOY MUSEUM. ROCK!! So cool sia. All the toys.
At SUNGEI ROAD.
GO there around 3 hours.
Got the prefect investiture. ALmost throughout the whole thing i went to sleep. DAMN boring.
PS. LIM SHU FENG! CONGRATZ. ON BEING THE... The... THE.. THE... THE.. WOOPS. fORGOT LERH. Pai sehh XD
Went home.
YEsterday went to IKEA AND COURTS See furniture. My parents getting beds and study table. KAO BEI!! MATRESS only cost a BOMB!! 4 matress already .. 2k + liao. ROB MONEY SIA,
Normal day.. Today slept almost for the whole period. Free time. No teacher. Sleep untill so shuang.. UNTIL.. SHAFIQ AND GIDEON at my table there. Snatching coccer ball. PEople banged onto my table Very noisy.
Had INTERCLASS. We manage to won the first round. But lost in the end. 1A3 won i think..
We play until so super!! Play until sweat like siao.
P.S ; I REALLY WANT TO THANK.. SYAHMAH XIN HUI ADRIANA SAMANTHA ENG CHAHIDAH FAITH JEANNE NISHA AND ME.
The captionaball inter class game was fine. At least we manage to win 1a2 XD 4:8 Of course is 1b2 8 larhh SIAN SIAn. No one listen to my plan. KAO BEI!! THAT STUPID MISS TEO GO JOIN the game. FUCK LARHH!!!!!!
Went for band. fine fine..
After band went to support for the 1b2 soccer team. hhas. i don't know if got win anot. BUT I AM VERY? HUNGRY AFTER THE GAME. AFTER DINNER STILL HUNGRY k larh i go off lerh i go watch wo de ye man nai nai. TOODLES. PS;
Normal days,, Faith was mood swinging the whole day. I'm DEPRESSED! I got 2nd for science. I Lost TO that Nisha. SADSADSADSADSADSADSASD
Morning went for the Chinese remedial Me , Gordan , samantha , aaron , joey , celest , esther and Fang Qing. Lost our way. We don't know what class to go sia. We go up and down Blk A NO 2A1!!! !@#$!!!!
We were so despo, we had to ask someone. End up went to the corect place. We can finally breath normally. Hhas.
And Some Maths stalls thingy. Played games lorhh. Eg; Rubiks Cube , Algebra [ W/ Debby] Traffic car jammed [ w/ the help of many people. Lvl 18 ] SUduko [ played with ddebby half way ] Brain teaser [ with Debby ] hhas , we cheat sia. Roy tan go copy the answers. Then he got the answers. We go copy from him.. XDXD Then play maths puzzle. Something like crossword puzzle loe.
Bought bread. LOVEBOX.. smthing. THE EGG. IS SO PLASTIC TOTALLY HARD ; inedible. Me , debby and celest go complain. I got another bread instead. Went home with Debby and Celest. DEBBY! you ROCK!
Today was normal, Had this relief teacher taking over , Marina's Lesson. That is MR HOOI , i call him Uncle william,Isn't that more Nicer? Or Big Brother BIG BIG. Had Assembly at 11.05am It's lasted for like Damn long. Seated down there , almost 3 hours.
DIED~
After Ass.Went back to classroom take bag. Wanted to put the calculator under Debby's Table, But Shafiq's Bag , Accidently , Hit me, I was like flying. I Smashed into the table hard, Only the boys there saw.Everything happened so fast. EH ,SHAFIQ BAG! YOU HATE ME ARHSS, MUST PUSH ME. I WHERE GOT DISTURB YOU. KOK EYE LARH YOU. Oh yeah , just remember , you got no eyes! HAHA!! XDXD Went to have lunch, Jolie so nice sia, Treat me eat Roti john and ROTI PRATA. SO NICE sia the roti john. THe prata Sauce very indian. Very strong. Don't like.
Ate till so full, Went for band. Practise till siao. After awhile, EL AND REGINA ;Seniors Went to meet the conductor to practise, Leaving me alone, I practise lorr. SO EMO.. XD
After practise was like...// 06.34?? SO LATE!! I go home also is until 7 plus plus liao lahh. Eat . Watch televison. Shower. Using computer now lo.. My mum coming home lerhh. I now gging to do my Music Presentation lerhh. THAT STUPID R.WAGNER.
Today, Went to school alone, Celest had to go early as today was the NPCC DAY. Saw celest, The talk from from person, Was so darning long. I want to sleep already,
Alot alot alot of people forgot to bring their tie. SO went to running . XD Faith had to do her CWO. 1 hour. HAd to clean shelfs.
During Lessons , Was boring. Same as usual. Didn't score well for exams. But At least i passed.
I Almost Slept through the whole period for science. I also don't know why i slept. Maybe i was tired.
During CE lesson, It was a free period. Played " UNO " With Debby , faith , Samantha Eng , Celest. School RUle : NO CARD GAMES IS ALLOWED TO BRING TO SCHOOL. But THEY DIDN"T SAY NO DRAWING OF CARD GAMES TO PLAY. CREDIT mostly goes to Debby. Thank thanks <33
LAME LORh. LU! YOU REALLY SOMETIMES DAMN IRRITATING SIA. TALK TALK TALK TALK. SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD. All i know is that RUBBISH in your mouth is dropping out.
Had to stay back for the Extra supplymentary, But there wasn't SUppose to stay until .145 then can leaq. It's a rule Not is counted as truancy.
Celest lorh , She ponned. Names were being taken down. Hopefull something will happen. Played basketball with Samantha Ng and Yu ting. SHI JIA didn't play, She Went missing.
End up went home ler lorhh. After playing a while.
Yesterday ; Monday Went to school early, Called my dad to send me to school, Cause i'm carrying the HEAVY INSTRUMENT. Thought of calling MELVIN to help me to oil the instrument, But i went late. SO Just head to the Band Room, Went in and put down , Went down to canteen. Ate Chipsters and Kinder breno. Went for Normal lesson lorh.
Ni shen shang zhuan shu de mo sheng wei dao Shi wo que ren ni cun zai de mu biao Bu yong lai hui zhang wang lai zhi dao Jing shi wo men xiang ge zhe li ge jie jiao
這麼久了，我還是可以看到 感覺你到底對我多重要 不會被天黑天亮打擾 你每一次的溫柔我都想炫耀
Zhe me jiu le wo hai shi ke yi kan dao Gan jue i dao di dui wo duo zhong yao Bu hui bei tian hei tian liang da rao Ni mei yi ci de wen rou wo dou xiang xuan yao
我們繞了這麼一圈才遇到 我比誰都更明白你的重要 這麼久了我就決定了 決定了你的手我握了不會放掉
Wo men rao le yi quan cai yu dao Wo bi shui dou geng ming bai ni de zhong yao Zhe me jiu le wo jiu jue ding le Jue ding le ni de shou wo wo le bu hui fang diao
我們繞了這麼一圈才遇到 我答應自己不再庸人自擾 因为我有的我自己知道 只要你的肩膀永遠讓我靠
Wo men rao le yi quan cai yu dao Wo da ying zhi ji bu zai yong ren zi rao Ying wei Wo you de wo zi ji zhi dao Zhi yao ni de jian bang yong yuan rang wo kao _
TOday the whole day was like, Siv vin not twalking to me. Felt so sad ; I was on the escalator , said hello to her. But think she didn't hi back. Maybe i'm just thinking too much, Should be didn't heard bahh.
Paper was so - so Tot that it was quite easy My rating from 0 - 10.. It would be .. 7 bah.
Went to cheers with celest. Like always; Went to eat cup noodle. She ate Curry , i ate spicy beef. Walao, The beef no taste one. Only got the noodles taste. And i put a lot of Chilli , Dry chilli , Chilli paste. I know it's crazy. But it's not spicy , I like siao lorh. Me and celest ate finish ler, Went to the bridge to wait for bus. While waiting, We were playing, Take photos of each other. 240 came, Took bus home, Watched television. Went to sleep. Blablablah.
Okay i really got nothing to say lerh. Anyone can lend me your Audi account. Kina forgot mine. Shun bian can also help you train mahh. XD
Feeling okay now, Suddenly i feel that friends is just only Just a thing. Whether they are there for you, It's just thy cover of the book.
Ever wonder why them ? Why Are they so nice to us. Are they good on the outside but bad in the inside. I'm A freaking Retarted ASSHOLE! I'm Just Not that type of girl you're thinking of. I stay happy on the outside but hurt inside. No one really understands me well. Even for you best friend. No can do.
Some Cared ; Cause They pity you. Or just curious.
Don't you just want a shoulder to lean against on? And someone to hug to when you're feeling low? I really want it, I'm not a DESPO. or anything. I just want someone there i can be with and ... It's really hard to explain. No matter what, as long as someone believes in you. No hope is gone. A case like mine, IS SHIT! I'm really hurt. Issac was also once hurt. But i felt sad. He fainted. Heart Broken. I want to cry ; but can't Whats wrong with me. I know it's about a year already. But you just suddenly popped out of my mind. And making me Crazy!! And you too. {w.k.}
Just Finished my Maths, Phew. I manage to complete all my paper. Paper 1 was easy. But paper 2 was hard. I want to die of Using too much brain juice. I think i'll have a lot of careless mistakes. Today normal things happened. Went back with debby and celest. Board the train like with almost half the class??!! Got all the mlay boys. Chinese also almost all. Then Girls , we got Symp. Debby ,celest , samantha , joey , me , xin ni , natalie. All went back together. Sian then went to cheers with celest makan maggi noddles. She ate tom yam , i ate chilli crab. Yummy. This morning feel my eyes very sore. Must be yesterday i cried too much. Really sad. I Hate my life. GEtting ready for my science. Must remember to bring this and that. Sian diao.
Just finished My Literature exam, Sian diao. After exam went with celestine to jurong point , buy present. Walk walk. don't know what to buy { It's for josephine ; her birthday yesterday .} Then end up went to comic collection bought her a benko. So cute sia, Heart dropped out. XD
Then Went walk walk, Chit chat. I freakingly hate the Toy R us the staff . THat old hag. Think what we'll steal those stupid toys? DREAM ON MAN!!
Went to josephine house to eat dinnner, Then Went to play volley ball Play like siao. THen suddenly played SUMO WRESTLING. SO funny sia. Went over to 399 to get a drink, then suddenly i got headache. drink the Ju hua , feeling not well. So Hurried up drink finish, Went home/ I went home, BANGED the door , Presses the door bell A billion times also no one answered. My grandma sleeping didn't hear. My sister went out with my sis and aunt to jp. to makan. Left me out. I waited for like 45 mins. Almost to and Hour. I waited like siao. Then my sister aunt sister came back home,, i quickly went back to shower. CAuse i sweat. Then Studied maths. My sister keep on scolding me. Blablabla End up my whole family also scold me, What .. never study. She fail lo. SHIT LARH! Dammn my siblings lo.
I feel that no one believes in me anymore. I'm just a girl , Who is a NA girl in the family. Looking down on me, Makes me sad. I'm really hurt inside. I feel like i''m a girl with no one to lean against to. I'm quite disappointed in them. I hate it when you just don't believe me.
Had History Exam. KCUF ms marina. Bang my table cause i sleeping dammned Her.
After exam, Walk out of school with celest and siv vin Upon that, Saw Debby being holded by my classamates. Then went up to see. Debby call me to hold her bring her to G.O. Then Bandage her injuries. Her knee , elbow and wrist got hurt badly. CHEE BAI Lorh FUCK THAT HAKIM. Push her already then just run away. GO TO HELL LARH. i kept on cursing and swearing at hakim.
Me and celest brought Debby back home Then normal stuffs just happened lorh.
Studied history for like two hours. SHOCKED I can't believed i have studied.. It's not like me. Currently listen to radio yes 933 bloggin chatting. Ohlalas,
ROTROTROTROT at home.
Finally, 8th of May 2008. END OF EXAMS! ♥ it. Posting of photos will have to wait. Can't use the USB. My brother At home. Sian sian.
Today normal day, almost late, run run run to the side gate. Got in just nice. Had assembly. For the 2.6k run, Many people failed. So SADD!! oh yarh.
CLEMENTI TOWN had public caning
So scary sia.
When the Principle cane him,
i suddenly start tearing ,
i also don't know why,
not even related.
Then can't stop tearing lorh.
Went back to class. blablabla. Had normal lessons lorh. Art forgot to bring the file TOday iris ng caught my class throwing paperball Got scolded, i so happy. =)
Till after school, marina say what want us to stay back for 15 mins, but can't me and celest got to go home and get our art file and pieces at home. dun care t'cher , we went home. End up celest didn't go. She forgot to bring one of the art piece. Then went back home, den dun want to go lerh.
My dad brought me home lorh. Today LuK Want us to stay back cause she want to test on the stupid tell some phrase story, I went ofirst. only scored 5/10 THIS SUCKS! I hack care larh, pass can liao.
Now at home resting after running up and down to school and home. i want to die liao. X.X
It's layybour dayyyyyy toay, Sian. Yesterday HONEY made me a HART so in return i also made for her. Did it during Maths lesson.
To my HONEY<3> 30 is LOVE-ED
HONEY SIVVIN, you must really take care. I'm there, Willing to lend you my shoulder for anything. Happy , Sad , Angry Just call me, I'll be there for you LOVE YOU always, Although it's only 5 mth WE ARE LOVED~~
Hey hey. Lately something Stupid happened. Read ^^^ can lerh. STUPID ASSHOLE!! STUPID!! STUPID!! STUPID!! SHIT YOU LARH!
Got my new hp today. And my sister too. got w890i i got thy silver.
While waiting for mum, met my aunt. She was on th way to draw $$.
Band was horrible. Can't take it anymore. Melvin's pressure making me feel like... can't express it. Just feels like i wanna cry badly.
Regina's attitude towards me. sometimes when angry, called me to shut up. i really felt hurt. I also don't know why. I feel like crying.
Melvin said. cause of one noob player in the band, is th standard of the band.
LIFE IS REALLY MISERABLE. Not matter what i do, i just can't do it right. Why's god playing my life around his finger like a pile of rubbish? SAD!!
Nest whole week, band is what i've been committed to, everyday. Just for th concert. If it doesn't turn out well, i might as well commit suicide. KILL ME ! I HATE MY LIFE!!
i totally forgot i needed at least an hour journey. -.=
Somemore i'm carrying my instrument!! DAMN IT! It's SO HEAVY! AND DHAT STUPID IDIOT SIDE GATE NOT OPEN. CARRYING THIS STUPID INSTRUMENT UNDER THE SO DAMN DAMN DAMNDAMNDAMN HOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOT SUN! I CARRY TILL I ALMOST FAINTED. No one helped. Fcuking larhh. See thayt roy carry the case back also . But someone offered to help carry home. Me lehh? DAMN IT! BARNICLES!
Finally reached school, reached to the container rms outside. EL WAS THERE!!!! He helped me to carry to band rm. I was wobbling already.. Gonna fall I wish i could just faint.
He called me to help him to refill his bottle, WEnt back bck to rm. Band practise. Bla bla bla
Most interesting thing happening. THE SEC ONES DID HAVE THEIR OWN MINI CONCERT. XD We were outside the band rm playing together. Jin Wen was the conductor. THe most shortest and lousiest conductor. GRade : U FAIL SIa..
then got this lame thing. Have to know hw to play song then can go off. -.- went off forgot my handphone. Melvin got my phone. XD He took regina's and give me. saying it's mine. Then give up lerh, he return back to me. XD Mum brought me home. Followed the GPRS. Again. Missed a turn. Same as usual. 6 ended. 6.30 plus plus reached home.. -.= So long the journey. Went home. Me n my sister are logheads. We always fight. No matter what. ALWAYS.
Because of she wanting to take away the cube. And made a lot of noise. i got caned. On the leg. Painful . Cried . Hatred . Pissed , shall'nt go into any further.
Toodles. gonna play sims now. DO REMEMBER TO TAG TAG TAG TAG!!!!!!
Played the sims expension pack. My brother dwnld the whole sims . Got uni , pets , Seasons , Vacation , Shop houses , Play till siao. Currently playing univercity. It's an awsome game. :D
Was also playing rubiks Cube. I manage to solve one part only in correct order.
Play till siao.. Suddenly got no patient.. STRESSED OUT.
Dad's student A korean kiddo Came. Shld be in twenties bahh. Cute ha.. Got ear piercing. Cause dad's a golf instructor, and story goes on and on and on.. Had dinner. Played more sims.
Currently i have the whole house to myself. Except my grandmother.
My family , all has their own activities. Most my siblings all in school. parents working lorhh.
Friday, Suddenly my parents are going to J B w dad's friend and family too So i followed 'em with my lil' sister.
Went To "Shopping Center" smthing like that ah. got many shops. and a supermarket. Shld be just one story.
After bought our stuffs.
Went to this restaurant to eat, All i can say is.. THE FOOD IS SUPER DELICIOUS!!!! I love it!! Especially the fish , the meat is so smmooth. But it's boney.
Currently reading a 600+ pages book ; Georgia ; by Lesley Pearse. Think you shld have never read her books before, you shld read it. Very nice. I'm totally addicted to it. Can't leave my eyes away from the book. <3 it.
Remove one question from the above and add in your personal question to make it a total 20 questions. Then tag 8 people in your list.List them out at the end of your post. Notify them in their chatbox tat he/she have been tagged. Whoever does the tag, would get blessing from all.
1. Do you wish to get married? if i say no, that would be a lie.
2. What is your favourite animal? Hm, it would be dog. Cause it's DOGGIE POWER~!
3. Who is the person you trust the most?singular/pural ?? Nah, shall'nt answer thats DISCLOSED.
4. Do you think you have enough confidence? depends on the situation , BUT im mostly confidence. i am so not look like i lack confidence..
5.Who is the person that you confide in? anyone, that i love loads.
6. Are you satisfied with yourself? i can be even better :D
7. What are you afraid to lose the most? anyone that i love loads :D
8.Does your friends really boast around?
9. Have you broken someone's heart that he tried to commit suicide? lol,didn't commited sucide , just passed out. -.= [ sorry man made u passed out ]
10. What do you like about yourself? everything about me :D head to toes
11. What are the requirements that you wish from the other half? male and loads more. Anything i wld just add in :D
12. Do you cherish every friendship of yours? yes Yes yes yes yes yes yes & of course yes! ;D
13. Do you treasure your family? sometimes, but i usually dont, makes me feel piss off with them :
14. What do you dislike the most? insects in particular, mostly it wld be disgusting insects. and that wld be the mosquitoes. Hate 'em alot. THEY SUCK YOUR "SWEET and Innocent" blood. Kill them man!
15. Who do you hope to be always there for you? No one.
16. What do you regret most in life? alot :X usually really sorry for hurting anyone.
17. What kind of friends do you hope to be in your friend's eye? mostly i don't really care.
18. Do you love your friends? yes yes yes yes yes yes !! ..
19.Which date you like the most? almost everyday when i'm alive and with my darlinggs :D
20.Is your life a little bit mess up? yes, and its nt A LITTLE.. It's LOADS Of crap in my life. D:
Here are the 8 persons who are invited to do this request by 1. Xin hui 2. Debby 3.Faith 4.Siv vin 5.jolie 6.Jasmine 7.Yi qian 8.Fang qing
anyone wants do do it. judt do it. Do you think that i even care? __
Today, no lesson. During ms shafi's lesson, me sivvin samantha yuting ans shi jia. Taking photos. Playing with water. all except siv vin sprayed water on her. We spray until her whole hair also wet like siao. Then , went to toilet and play more, while shi jia is drying her hair. Meanwhile , we did our " News " on lao jia.
After lesson , marina came, Everyone was like , AH! marina! Run! Go back to your seats, everyone was crazy. SHE TALK TALK TALK TALK // SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD.. Non stop. She returned us our report book. Shocked to see that i got Rank 4 /40 So happy. Of course 1# Esther LEE 2#Syahmah 3#Adrianna 4# Me :D 5# Nisha
Top 5 GIRLS~ So happy. Anyway , my subjects still sucks.. Especially my maths , chinese , history and lit. Althought the last 2 sub. i did a little well, but i still feel i still suck!!
After that , Got Mother Tongue lesson, We went down and saw Mrs lee. OUR EX. FORM TEACHEr. With her Tomorrow 1 month old baby girl.. So cute , Baby's name is Grace , smthing en. Went to container rm watch dui bu qi Lao Shi. So funny lorh , got xin hui , priscilla and jolie in the show. Cause they go Clementi primary and take one. SO FUnny , Laugh like siao..
After that , me , sam ng , yu ting siv vin and adrianna , supposingly want to go queensway. Go find out 'bt the CLASS TEE / JERSEY. I REALLY LIKE MY DESIGN!! THEME IS POKER SIA.. POKER CARDS AND DICES.. <33 But i can't go lerh. got band. Adrianna , like so buay song. Dun want to go. Say want to go one , end up at Long john silver. We call her then she came. But end up she don't want to go le. Walk halfway. Stupid sia, a. Give lame excuse. Bag heavy.. I sacrificed my lunch time just for the sake of the class. but you just.. don't know hw to say larh. Dammn it! SHI JIA!!! NI WEI LE NI DE BF ER PAO QI LE.. Alison , siv vin , yu ting samantha ng. PANG SEH PO!! Chicken.. So End up is sam , yu ting and siv vin went. The cost of the TEE is $20 // 20 bucks. So shld be quite reasonable.
Today at band , normal things happened. Practice and Practice lo Had sectional practice. Melvin was here. Our Band Meger. My S[ection]L[eader].
SO sAD!! Dr. LEE LEAQing US. He made his words say until so sad. i started tearing sia.. he's a very very very very super duper good CONDUCTOR!!! So he's leaving to Hong kong or somewhere else. Just Leaqing us jiu dui le.
Brought back my instrument. sian , so heavyy.. i want to die liao larhh.
K larhh , this is all i wanna post. my little finger seems to be aching from all the typing. Also don't know why. Just aching badly..
PS.
HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!
ANYONE WANNA BUY CONCERT TICKETS FROM ME???!!!?!? DO COME AND SUPPORT ME!!
THANKS!!
Anything can call or tag.
maybe email , but i don't even bother to check my mails.
:D Just send my stupid lame music presentation. Music presentation sucks!!!!>;( xoxoxoxo. Holidays , is gging back to school to prepare for the concert. Jia you bahh!
Went to SHANGHAI TOY MUSEUM. ROCK!! So cool sia. All the toys.
At SUNGEI ROAD.
GO there around 3 hours.
Got the prefect investiture. ALmost throughout the whole thing i went to sleep. DAMN boring.
PS. LIM SHU FENG! CONGRATZ. ON BEING THE... The... THE.. THE... THE.. WOOPS. fORGOT LERH. Pai sehh XD
Went home.
YEsterday went to IKEA AND COURTS See furniture. My parents getting beds and study table. KAO BEI!! MATRESS only cost a BOMB!! 4 matress already .. 2k + liao. ROB MONEY SIA,
Normal day.. Today slept almost for the whole period. Free time. No teacher. Sleep untill so shuang.. UNTIL.. SHAFIQ AND GIDEON at my table there. Snatching coccer ball. PEople banged onto my table Very noisy.
Had INTERCLASS. We manage to won the first round. But lost in the end. 1A3 won i think..
We play until so super!! Play until sweat like siao.
P.S ; I REALLY WANT TO THANK.. SYAHMAH XIN HUI ADRIANA SAMANTHA ENG CHAHIDAH FAITH JEANNE NISHA AND ME.
The captionaball inter class game was fine. At least we manage to win 1a2 XD 4:8 Of course is 1b2 8 larhh SIAN SIAn. No one listen to my plan. KAO BEI!! THAT STUPID MISS TEO GO JOIN the game. FUCK LARHH!!!!!!
Went for band. fine fine..
After band went to support for the 1b2 soccer team. hhas. i don't know if got win anot. BUT I AM VERY? HUNGRY AFTER THE GAME. AFTER DINNER STILL HUNGRY k larh i go off lerh i go watch wo de ye man nai nai. TOODLES. PS;
Normal days,, Faith was mood swinging the whole day. I'm DEPRESSED! I got 2nd for science. I Lost TO that Nisha. SADSADSADSADSADSADSASD
Morning went for the Chinese remedial Me , Gordan , samantha , aaron , joey , celest , esther and Fang Qing. Lost our way. We don't know what class to go sia. We go up and down Blk A NO 2A1!!! !@#$!!!!
We were so despo, we had to ask someone. End up went to the corect place. We can finally breath normally. Hhas.
And Some Maths stalls thingy. Played games lorhh. Eg; Rubiks Cube , Algebra [ W/ Debby] Traffic car jammed [ w/ the help of many people. Lvl 18 ] SUduko [ played with ddebby half way ] Brain teaser [ with Debby ] hhas , we cheat sia. Roy tan go copy the answers. Then he got the answers. We go copy from him.. XDXD Then play maths puzzle. Something like crossword puzzle loe.
Bought bread. LOVEBOX.. smthing. THE EGG. IS SO PLASTIC TOTALLY HARD ; inedible. Me , debby and celest go complain. I got another bread instead. Went home with Debby and Celest. DEBBY! you ROCK!
Today was normal, Had this relief teacher taking over , Marina's Lesson. That is MR HOOI , i call him Uncle william,Isn't that more Nicer? Or Big Brother BIG BIG. Had Assembly at 11.05am It's lasted for like Damn long. Seated down there , almost 3 hours.
DIED~
After Ass.Went back to classroom take bag. Wanted to put the calculator under Debby's Table, But Shafiq's Bag , Accidently , Hit me, I was like flying. I Smashed into the table hard, Only the boys there saw.Everything happened so fast. EH ,SHAFIQ BAG! YOU HATE ME ARHSS, MUST PUSH ME. I WHERE GOT DISTURB YOU. KOK EYE LARH YOU. Oh yeah , just remember , you got no eyes! HAHA!! XDXD Went to have lunch, Jolie so nice sia, Treat me eat Roti john and ROTI PRATA. SO NICE sia the roti john. THe prata Sauce very indian. Very strong. Don't like.
Ate till so full, Went for band. Practise till siao. After awhile, EL AND REGINA ;Seniors Went to meet the conductor to practise, Leaving me alone, I practise lorr. SO EMO.. XD
After practise was like...// 06.34?? SO LATE!! I go home also is until 7 plus plus liao lahh. Eat . Watch televison. Shower. Using computer now lo.. My mum coming home lerhh. I now gging to do my Music Presentation lerhh. THAT STUPID R.WAGNER.
Today, Went to school alone, Celest had to go early as today was the NPCC DAY. Saw celest, The talk from from person, Was so darning long. I want to sleep already,
Alot alot alot of people forgot to bring their tie. SO went to running . XD Faith had to do her CWO. 1 hour. HAd to clean shelfs.
During Lessons , Was boring. Same as usual. Didn't score well for exams. But At least i passed.
I Almost Slept through the whole period for science. I also don't know why i slept. Maybe i was tired.
During CE lesson, It was a free period. Played " UNO " With Debby , faith , Samantha Eng , Celest. School RUle : NO CARD GAMES IS ALLOWED TO BRING TO SCHOOL. But THEY DIDN"T SAY NO DRAWING OF CARD GAMES TO PLAY. CREDIT mostly goes to Debby. Thank thanks <33
LAME LORh. LU! YOU REALLY SOMETIMES DAMN IRRITATING SIA. TALK TALK TALK TALK. SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD. All i know is that RUBBISH in your mouth is dropping out.
Had to stay back for the Extra supplymentary, But there wasn't SUppose to stay until .145 then can leaq. It's a rule Not is counted as truancy.
Celest lorh , She ponned. Names were being taken down. Hopefull something will happen. Played basketball with Samantha Ng and Yu ting. SHI JIA didn't play, She Went missing.
End up went home ler lorhh. After playing a while.
Yesterday ; Monday Went to school early, Called my dad to send me to school, Cause i'm carrying the HEAVY INSTRUMENT. Thought of calling MELVIN to help me to oil the instrument, But i went late. SO Just head to the Band Room, Went in and put down , Went down to canteen. Ate Chipsters and Kinder breno. Went for Normal lesson lorh.
Ni shen shang zhuan shu de mo sheng wei dao Shi wo que ren ni cun zai de mu biao Bu yong lai hui zhang wang lai zhi dao Jing shi wo men xiang ge zhe li ge jie jiao
這麼久了，我還是可以看到 感覺你到底對我多重要 不會被天黑天亮打擾 你每一次的溫柔我都想炫耀
Zhe me jiu le wo hai shi ke yi kan dao Gan jue i dao di dui wo duo zhong yao Bu hui bei tian hei tian liang da rao Ni mei yi ci de wen rou wo dou xiang xuan yao
我們繞了這麼一圈才遇到 我比誰都更明白你的重要 這麼久了我就決定了 決定了你的手我握了不會放掉
Wo men rao le yi quan cai yu dao Wo bi shui dou geng ming bai ni de zhong yao Zhe me jiu le wo jiu jue ding le Jue ding le ni de shou wo wo le bu hui fang diao
我們繞了這麼一圈才遇到 我答應自己不再庸人自擾 因为我有的我自己知道 只要你的肩膀永遠讓我靠
Wo men rao le yi quan cai yu dao Wo da ying zhi ji bu zai yong ren zi rao Ying wei Wo you de wo zi ji zhi dao Zhi yao ni de jian bang yong yuan rang wo kao _
TOday the whole day was like, Siv vin not twalking to me. Felt so sad ; I was on the escalator , said hello to her. But think she didn't hi back. Maybe i'm just thinking too much, Should be didn't heard bahh.
Paper was so - so Tot that it was quite easy My rating from 0 - 10.. It would be .. 7 bah.
Went to cheers with celest. Like always; Went to eat cup noodle. She ate Curry , i ate spicy beef. Walao, The beef no taste one. Only got the noodles taste. And i put a lot of Chilli , Dry chilli , Chilli paste. I know it's crazy. But it's not spicy , I like siao lorh. Me and celest ate finish ler, Went to the bridge to wait for bus. While waiting, We were playing, Take photos of each other. 240 came, Took bus home, Watched television. Went to sleep. Blablablah.
Okay i really got nothing to say lerh. Anyone can lend me your Audi account. Kina forgot mine. Shun bian can also help you train mahh. XD
Feeling okay now, Suddenly i feel that friends is just only Just a thing. Whether they are there for you, It's just thy cover of the book.
Ever wonder why them ? Why Are they so nice to us. Are they good on the outside but bad in the inside. I'm A freaking Retarted ASSHOLE! I'm Just Not that type of girl you're thinking of. I stay happy on the outside but hurt inside. No one really understands me well. Even for you best friend. No can do.
Some Cared ; Cause They pity you. Or just curious.
Don't you just want a shoulder to lean against on? And someone to hug to when you're feeling low? I really want it, I'm not a DESPO. or anything. I just want someone there i can be with and ... It's really hard to explain. No matter what, as long as someone believes in you. No hope is gone. A case like mine, IS SHIT! I'm really hurt. Issac was also once hurt. But i felt sad. He fainted. Heart Broken. I want to cry ; but can't Whats wrong with me. I know it's about a year already. But you just suddenly popped out of my mind. And making me Crazy!! And you too. {w.k.}
Just Finished my Maths, Phew. I manage to complete all my paper. Paper 1 was easy. But paper 2 was hard. I want to die of Using too much brain juice. I think i'll have a lot of careless mistakes. Today normal things happened. Went back with debby and celest. Board the train like with almost half the class??!! Got all the mlay boys. Chinese also almost all. Then Girls , we got Symp. Debby ,celest , samantha , joey , me , xin ni , natalie. All went back together. Sian then went to cheers with celest makan maggi noddles. She ate tom yam , i ate chilli crab. Yummy. This morning feel my eyes very sore. Must be yesterday i cried too much. Really sad. I Hate my life. GEtting ready for my science. Must remember to bring this and that. Sian diao.
Just finished My Literature exam, Sian diao. After exam went with celestine to jurong point , buy present. Walk walk. don't know what to buy { It's for josephine ; her birthday yesterday .} Then end up went to comic collection bought her a benko. So cute sia, Heart dropped out. XD
Then Went walk walk, Chit chat. I freakingly hate the Toy R us the staff . THat old hag. Think what we'll steal those stupid toys? DREAM ON MAN!!
Went to josephine house to eat dinnner, Then Went to play volley ball Play like siao. THen suddenly played SUMO WRESTLING. SO funny sia. Went over to 399 to get a drink, then suddenly i got headache. drink the Ju hua , feeling not well. So Hurried up drink finish, Went home/ I went home, BANGED the door , Presses the door bell A billion times also no one answered. My grandma sleeping didn't hear. My sister went out with my sis and aunt to jp. to makan. Left me out. I waited for like 45 mins. Almost to and Hour. I waited like siao. Then my sister aunt sister came back home,, i quickly went back to shower. CAuse i sweat. Then Studied maths. My sister keep on scolding me. Blablabla End up my whole family also scold me, What .. never study. She fail lo. SHIT LARH! Dammn my siblings lo.
I feel that no one believes in me anymore. I'm just a girl , Who is a NA girl in the family. Looking down on me, Makes me sad. I'm really hurt inside. I feel like i''m a girl with no one to lean against to. I'm quite disappointed in them. I hate it when you just don't believe me.
Had History Exam. KCUF ms marina. Bang my table cause i sleeping dammned Her.
After exam, Walk out of school with celest and siv vin Upon that, Saw Debby being holded by my classamates. Then went up to see. Debby call me to hold her bring her to G.O. Then Bandage her injuries. Her knee , elbow and wrist got hurt badly. CHEE BAI Lorh FUCK THAT HAKIM. Push her already then just run away. GO TO HELL LARH. i kept on cursing and swearing at hakim.
Me and celest brought Debby back home Then normal stuffs just happened lorh.
Studied history for like two hours. SHOCKED I can't believed i have studied.. It's not like me. Currently listen to radio yes 933 bloggin chatting. Ohlalas,
ROTROTROTROT at home.
Finally, 8th of May 2008. END OF EXAMS! ♥ it. Posting of photos will have to wait. Can't use the USB. My brother At home. Sian sian.
Today normal day, almost late, run run run to the side gate. Got in just nice. Had assembly. For the 2.6k run, Many people failed. So SADD!! oh yarh.
CLEMENTI TOWN had public caning
So scary sia.
When the Principle cane him,
i suddenly start tearing ,
i also don't know why,
not even related.
Then can't stop tearing lorh.
Went back to class. blablabla. Had normal lessons lorh. Art forgot to bring the file TOday iris ng caught my class throwing paperball Got scolded, i so happy. =)
Till after school, marina say what want us to stay back for 15 mins, but can't me and celest got to go home and get our art file and pieces at home. dun care t'cher , we went home. End up celest didn't go. She forgot to bring one of the art piece. Then went back home, den dun want to go lerh.
My dad brought me home lorh. Today LuK Want us to stay back cause she want to test on the stupid tell some phrase story, I went ofirst. only scored 5/10 THIS SUCKS! I hack care larh, pass can liao.
Now at home resting after running up and down to school and home. i want to die liao. X.X
It's layybour dayyyyyy toay, Sian. Yesterday HONEY made me a HART so in return i also made for her. Did it during Maths lesson.
To my HONEY<3> 30 is LOVE-ED
HONEY SIVVIN, you must really take care. I'm there, Willing to lend you my shoulder for anything. Happy , Sad , Angry Just call me, I'll be there for you LOVE YOU always, Although it's only 5 mth WE ARE LOVED~~
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