Thursday, September 25, 2008
Posted by:AHZL<3허영생
Time: 9:40 PM
Comments: 0
I'm tearing


Isn't Awsome to have GOOD PALS ?
I just wished for one you know.
Where i can confine my feelings without getting stabbed in the back.
Nah , i don't think i'll have these thing again .
I just hope to see Aces again .
Then maybe we can Stay Happy .
Nah ,
I bet they got their own happy joyful lives .
Lol ,
i pouring my sorrows into my blog =/
Maybe i'm being Dumb and stupid .
I'm just nt that typical girl who gets to enjoy my sec. schl life anymore .
It's been a cycle everyday .
Wake up , go schl , study , go home , study / slack , sleep .
And it's goes over again ..

Unlike others ,
Although the first half of the day is the same ,
But after schl ?
They gt their funfun activities .
GOSH DAMN IT!
I'm sad ...
This ________ someone ,
whoses name shld i fill on the line ?
The gap is always nt occupied .
Like always .
First you think they are yr besties ,
Next thing ,
you're get speprate and wala!
The end of the besties ,
Just normal friends .


PS . i want help , the care twards me .
I don't want to be a loner again.
I don't want to be sitting alone ,
When everyone else sits with their friends , talking .
It's been always the same ,

I HATE MYSELF .










08 July 1995
Clementi town Secondary
CTWINDS.


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